And unfortunately i don't mean 1 day left til this is over haha. I mean it's new years eve and at the stroke of 12 tonight my bet with myself will start and i wish i could say i was more excited about it.
You see many things i have tried in the past have been failures but i think the fact that i keep trying is the most important thing you never know this could be my year and i'm going to try my very hardest to make sure it is.
But i have to admit i have my fears what if this doesn't work out? Will it just be like an even bigger brand of failure stamped across my forehead. Not to say there is one now..... But i'm sure i'll be ok i'm sure everything will be fine because i REALLY want this you know i have wanted this exact same goal before but it's something more this time. I'm tired of living my life like this and i know i have to make an entire change to my life which will be hard but it can be done and that's what i'm focusing on.
However there is one issue in my life that is going to make this challenge and bit more......challenging you see i work at a Pizza place and while a lot of the time i try to bring my own dinner when i'm closing there (im the manager btw) it doesn't always work out to where i eat the dinner i bring..... the reason being is because i will either like have a really bad night and be like you know what forget this i've had a horrible night i'm going to eat the food here. Or like i'll bring a sandwich and just not feel like eating that sandwich because trust me sandwiches get old after a while...... they really do. But like most things i will get through this because i have quit eating things at my work before it's hard but i have done it before and i will do it again.
Well....i hope you all have a great and happy new year...i will be at work unfortunately....
wish me luck
til next time
me
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
The measurements are in!
Well i am every unfortunate so say the measurements are in! and trust me on this it's not pretty. haha well here we go....
Chest: 51"
Stomach standing: 57.6"
Stomach sitting: 59"
Waist: 53.5"
Upper leg: 35"
Arm: 16.5"
I know horrible right? please don't answer that because i know. And i am very sad to report that a few months ago i went on an exercise program and my chest measurements have grown 2" which obviously is not good haha. But that's ok because now i just have something more to work at. And the "big persons" seat at my local amusement park is for people who's chest measurements are reaching either 52 or 54 i can't remember.
Needless to say i have my work cut out for me. So in order for me to be comfortable i would like to lose about 3 inches off my chest which would bring me down to about 48" and about 6 inches off my stomach standing and sitting which would bring me to 51.6" standing and 53" sitting and maybe 3 more off my waist which would bring me to 50.5".
Now that is not to say that i want to stop at lossing all those inches far from it i would love to lose that and more and i am trying to be more committed than ever and i truly believe this blog will make the diverence because i can write down what i did to help or to not help myself everyday and that will kick my butt into gear...or i hope so haha.
Well let's just remember this goal isn't starting until the new year does but heres the goal now that we have the exact numbers.
150 days
12 inches off my body.
And that's not to mention the other inches i would like to lose of my arms and legs in the process but right at this moment that stomach and chest are my main concerns..... so does anyone have any suggestions to make this process quick and painless? probably not huh?
wish me luck
til next time
me.
Chest: 51"
Stomach standing: 57.6"
Stomach sitting: 59"
Waist: 53.5"
Upper leg: 35"
Arm: 16.5"
I know horrible right? please don't answer that because i know. And i am very sad to report that a few months ago i went on an exercise program and my chest measurements have grown 2" which obviously is not good haha. But that's ok because now i just have something more to work at. And the "big persons" seat at my local amusement park is for people who's chest measurements are reaching either 52 or 54 i can't remember.
Needless to say i have my work cut out for me. So in order for me to be comfortable i would like to lose about 3 inches off my chest which would bring me down to about 48" and about 6 inches off my stomach standing and sitting which would bring me to 51.6" standing and 53" sitting and maybe 3 more off my waist which would bring me to 50.5".
Now that is not to say that i want to stop at lossing all those inches far from it i would love to lose that and more and i am trying to be more committed than ever and i truly believe this blog will make the diverence because i can write down what i did to help or to not help myself everyday and that will kick my butt into gear...or i hope so haha.
Well let's just remember this goal isn't starting until the new year does but heres the goal now that we have the exact numbers.
150 days
12 inches off my body.
And that's not to mention the other inches i would like to lose of my arms and legs in the process but right at this moment that stomach and chest are my main concerns..... so does anyone have any suggestions to make this process quick and painless? probably not huh?
wish me luck
til next time
me.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
The Goal
Well the goal for myself is to lose enough inches off my body to where i can ride a ride at my local amusement park without having to worry if i'll be able to fit on the ride or have to ride in the seat for the bigger person. I feel like doing this blog day in and day out will help me to really focus on this and maybe actually accomplish something that i have been trying for the majority for my life to do.
I'll measure myself and give you guys up dates on how i'm doing and all the accomplishments the goal is 150 days and around 5 inches to lose in order for me to be comfortable with myself.
wish me luck.
goodbye for now
me.
I'll measure myself and give you guys up dates on how i'm doing and all the accomplishments the goal is 150 days and around 5 inches to lose in order for me to be comfortable with myself.
wish me luck.
goodbye for now
me.
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