And unfortunately i don't mean 1 day left til this is over haha. I mean it's new years eve and at the stroke of 12 tonight my bet with myself will start and i wish i could say i was more excited about it.
You see many things i have tried in the past have been failures but i think the fact that i keep trying is the most important thing you never know this could be my year and i'm going to try my very hardest to make sure it is.
But i have to admit i have my fears what if this doesn't work out? Will it just be like an even bigger brand of failure stamped across my forehead. Not to say there is one now..... But i'm sure i'll be ok i'm sure everything will be fine because i REALLY want this you know i have wanted this exact same goal before but it's something more this time. I'm tired of living my life like this and i know i have to make an entire change to my life which will be hard but it can be done and that's what i'm focusing on.
However there is one issue in my life that is going to make this challenge and bit more......challenging you see i work at a Pizza place and while a lot of the time i try to bring my own dinner when i'm closing there (im the manager btw) it doesn't always work out to where i eat the dinner i bring..... the reason being is because i will either like have a really bad night and be like you know what forget this i've had a horrible night i'm going to eat the food here. Or like i'll bring a sandwich and just not feel like eating that sandwich because trust me sandwiches get old after a while...... they really do. But like most things i will get through this because i have quit eating things at my work before it's hard but i have done it before and i will do it again.
Well....i hope you all have a great and happy new year...i will be at work unfortunately....
wish me luck
til next time
me
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